Friday, July 31, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Magnificent Sanctuary
on the first of the month I speak rabbit rabbit rabbit
like morning prayer for
good luck like foot-rot soft-toe found in a jacket pocket
three months into the coldest winter feeling
the fur lining the soft webbing of my fingers
colder than could be remembered after a great highway sign
journey out of a desert snow fall dusting the dark blue
paint job on cold steel
missing the heat missing her with flowers
in hair spreading legs one arm brushing across
the inside of a milky thigh feeling the wet
that drips from the softness under a breast
circular fan rustling the loosest cotton this side of a railroad
track monsoon song heard rolling towards
the mesas the sand dunes la playa
and douglas firs sahuaro to sequoias
we found you crouched in the holler suckling the tits
of magnificent sanctuary
knotting pieces of widows hair like steel wool
‘round a flat head screwdriver
tears running the makeup over fattened cheeks
tears flowing like rosary beads a jesus at half mast
there for you cause jesus will be there for you
like he was extending a hand smashed in the tin press
saying believe in me I’ll hold your sanctity
in crippled palm believe in me the white sands
protect a moon bleeding the fates
we’ve thrown into harrow basins a tar baby in the rattlesnake pit
believe in me because I am a dream
put down like lame horses
saddle-sore saddle stitched mouth shut
buried next to those runners of the blue grass
toe-up hooves cut off cast in bronze
with death walking the sunset home I am a dream
like oxygen
like dead rabbits like busted blood vessels
in your mother’s eye believe in me
I’ll teach you superstitions
carry limp bodies to Multnomah Falls
dangle them like worm-on-hook
near the breakwaters and fall asleep
to the prayers for forgiveness
Sunday, July 12, 2009
So far untitled...
The maudlin minstrels
crying from debtor’s pain
play witness to my day to day…
leave me in need of punctuated
remarks while, “Where’s
your motorcycle, James” takes swing
at my face. A summary of “fakin”
in a balls deep discovery
that April 7, 2007 ruined
the lessons only a father could teach.
My father in the mental ward.
Dear Ted, my guts are dying
it’s 5:15 am
The turn table plays broken air brakes
cans wane haunted, erudite
Some molded beans, a refrigerator
eaten to death. Recycling of two wristbands
boxes of condoms from his nightlife
star-stripped desire floating on misty ceiling:
a backseat driver on a tandem bike.
The discovery deep in pale green light
like hands larger than face,
then accusations of tennis to be played.
“I’ll tell you where you got yo shoes!”
like hands larger than face, pale
propping green couch atop trashcans,
haunted by boxes of condoms and beans,
green from the mold.
A poem lost in thought, banded
from Chinatown ring wavering in tenancy
turning finger green with its metal, cheap.